Oh the feelings we feel!

Ok I dunno why but I'm in a bit of a funky mood. Its the melancholy before the excitement returns. I guess I just can't believe I'm really going ya know? Its really happening. I've been waiting 7 years for this and its finally here. Its not a dream or some story I wrote. This is my life, and I am going to France. I'll be away from my school and my friends for 8 months. 8 months!!! That is a crazy long time. I'm used to being away from my family for long periods of time so I'm over that, but I guess I hadn't wrapped my head around the fact that I won't return to the world I've known these past 2 1/2 years till next fall until now. And when I return it will be the last fall of my undergrad experience! Isn't that crazy! I can remember my first day when I moved in to Loyola. Everything is happening so fast. I'm not worried about not having fun in France. There's no doubt about that. I guess I'm not really sure what I'm worried and nervous about, but I knowthere is something. I'll let you know once I've figured it out for myself. In the meantime, here's a video to express my feelings about these past few days and these next few weeks. Check it out!